It feels like getting old
Like rocks against fragile bones
I needed to be alone
I'm addicted to the pain it costs
I'm addicted to the loss
I try to let it go (It never goes)
Do we ever truly get requested closure
On and on, the same old things
Why can't we break from this routine
From the debt of our mistakes
Carry on
(Just carry on)
It feels like getting old
Like rocks against fragile bones
I needed to be alone
I'm addicted to the pain it costs
The fall is where we grow
The murder is in how we live
We take for granted
Forget but never seem to forgive
I look down on this mess of a life
Through the coward's eye
Afraid to fight for what's mine
Afraid to give it up
AFRAID TO FIGHT FOR WHAT'S MINE
AFRAID TO GIVE IT UP
Carry on
I'll never be your f*cking scapegoat
Just carry on
It feels like getting old
Like rocks against fragile bones
I needed to be alone
I'm addicted to the pain it costs
I wanted something more than physical
To lose touch with the sense of it all
The intimate
The innocent