Every single night I'm confronted by my demons
I don't really know anymore who to believe in
Everyday is halloween when I step around
Cause I leave it in the open all my skeletons out
Lately i've been ducking calls from all the family
I don't know why but they'll never understand me
Maybe cause they never tried & they never will
They want me 9-5 they want me stand still
Noemi's the only one who supports me on this road
Remember first show she was front row
Now I have to elevate from expectations niggas gave me
All I ever asked was for plays me but they played me
Oh my god I just put my faith to the sky
I dream every night bout the joy she'll cry
No more worries bout running out heat at night
Cause i'll be bringing heat every night for life
No lie they know
I flow I glow
I'll still live when I die
Cause this is bigger than my life
No lie they know
I flow I glow
I'll still live when I die
Cause this is bigger than my life
Lately everybody acts like they know me
They all want a piece but they never show peace
Pouring out my heart every time I speak
They all listen but I think they never hear me
I've been alone
Lately my highs don't outweigh lows
All of my friends I swear they turned ghost
But I blame myself this the life I chose
Now I start reflecting all decisions that I made
Gave you my heart so I thought we were always
Brand new girl & she's in & out the state
Every time i'm with her thoughts of you get erased
But she knows I keep you in mind
That's probably why she'll always deny
Everything I feel for her inside
Reasons why i'll never get a 2nd try
I can't fall in love again
I won't try I won't pretend
Cause i'm still in love with -
That's why I can't be with you
Oh my god I just put my faith to the sky
Ever since my divorced finalized
But even when I pass all the songs will survive
Heartbreak Motel is immortalized
No lie they know
I flow I glow
I'll still live when I die
Cause this is bigger than my life
No lie they know
I flow I glow
I'll still live when I die
Cause this is bigger than my life