Amias - Heaven Lyrics

Do you believe there is an after life
Cus honestly
I do not know
Where i would go
If i were not to make it through tonight
Some might say its heaven
I might say its hell
All i know is time will surely tell
Now i ain't saying that im bad
I ain't saying that im good
Sometimes I contemplate
How much i am misunderstood
By
Who is in the mirror
Tryna see it clearer
Drew upon my wrist
In hopes to get the bigger picture
But
I really miss the
Times i used to laugh
Times a smile wasn't used to cover up the bad
But now i wanna cry
Im just trying to survive
It seems as though the devils only playing with my life
Cus no one understands
And they aren't trying too
Just tell me its okay
And never what to do
With all these demons in my brain
Im feeling like im encaged
Know my only way is too escape
But
Aye will i go to heaven
Or go to hell
Aye if i end it all
Will my spirit excell
Will heaven be the place where my spirit will dwell
Or if i end it all
Will i fall into hell
Time will tell
Well
Will i go to heaven or hell
Yo
Will i go to heaven or hell
Will i go to heaven or hell
Yo
Will i go to heaven or hell