Amias - Change Lyrics

So much ugly
Looking at me
Through my mirror
Depicting all my flaws
From my markings to my demeanor
Did God forget to clean up
What a mess he made
Know not everyone is flawless
But its safe to say
Im far from perfect
Hardly worth it
People tell me that they love me
But I'm not for certain
If they truly mean just what they say
People lying to me almost everyday
Bet you if i died they'd prolly celebrate
I'm all alone in this world
Just somebodies crazy kid
A suicidal child
This generation forbid
I cant believe i have these alienated thoughts
Wish that i could change it all
And start within my heart

Cus i cant stand it
Been feeling like im damaged
And no one understands it
My feelings i cant manage
Mmmmm
I dont understand it
Been feeling like im damaged
Im changing
I cant stand it
My feelings i cant manage
Mmmmm
Even i dont understand it
Been feeling like im damaged
And no one understands it
My feelings i cant manage
Mmmmm
I need change