Navigated through the highs and lows
I've run out of new ways to numb the pain
I'm just trying to catch up with the flow
Of keeping my head up and straight
I keep praying that it's not too late
But these familiar thoughts keep me awake
I keep telling myself time and again
Just quit it with the overthinking
Who knows for how long it'll last
Pulling on my hair like a child picks up the grass
Been telling myself that as always I'll be fine
But I think I'm going mad
I think I'm losing my mind
There's screams in my head and your poison in my veins
Still I can't comprehend my constant anxious state
I've been trying to convince myself that
I might forgive you someday
God I'm only human, but I won't make that mistake
Who knows for how long it'll last
Pulling on my hair like a child picks up the grass
Been telling myself that as always I'll be fine
But I think I'm going mad
I think I'm losing my mind
I'm sorry mum I thought I'd been cured for good
Been trying hard but I'm not quite out of the woods
I promise you I really believed that I could
Break out of that mental state from my teenage-hood
Who knows for how long it'll last
Pulling on my hair like a child picks up the grass
Been telling myself that as always I'll be fine
But I think I'm going mad
I think I'm losing my mind
I think I'm losing my mind
I think I'm losing my mind
I think I'm losing my mind
I think I'm losing my mind
I think I'm going mad
I think I'm losing my mind