Ameliorate - Crossing the Jordan Lyrics

I won't
Pretend to be holy
Cuz I'm no good
I'd bury my past if I thought I could

I've broken all boundaries
I've killed all my friends
Tell me, oh God
How do I make amends?

I'm crossing the Jordan
But I keep turning back
Hey, Jesus Christ, won't you
Grab my hand

Listen up
I'm the king of deception
Could you even tell?
I'm lying so much that I believe myself

I'm crossing the Jordan
But I keep turning back
Hey, Jesus Christ, won't you
Grab my hand!

Hey, Jesus Christ
Please hear me now
I've created my own Hell

Just tell me how
How to trust in you
When I don't trust myself