Amelie Jat - screaming crying throwing up Lyrics

Smile through my depression
Just to make a good impression
Empty house, just my thoughts
I pick apart my mental knots

I saw him and i felt so sick
So i passed out throwing verbal bricks
Another invite, another cancel
My reason's always circumstantial

Screaming and crying and throwing up on the floor
Losing and fighting and in my head it's a war
And i'm so sorry i've been so MIA
Well, i'm just screaming and crying and throwing up on the floor

Watch the world in monochrome
'cause you left a crater in my soul
I'll cut my hair, i'll change the shade
And i don't give a shit about what you say

Failing just to motivate
So i leave my bed but i show up late
You reach out, i'm distancing
And the tv's on but i'm not listening

Screaming and crying and throwing up on the floor
Losing and fighting and in my head it's a war
And i'm so sorry i've been so MIA
Well, i'm just screaming and crying and throwing up on the floor

I hate the way it goes so fast
But i'm counting down the days until the last
Hate the way things are always the same
But then again i'm shit with change

I hate the way it goes so fast
But i'm counting down the days until the last
Hate the way things are always the same
But then again i'm shit with change

Screaming and crying and throwing up on the floor
Losing and fighting and in my head it's a war
And i'm so sorry i've been so MIA
Well, i'm just screaming and crying and throwing up on the floor

(but then again i'm shit with change)