Life is so overrated
That's why I spend most of it faded
Been up so long my eye bags turning Purple
I feel like the teens in those old pot Commercials
In the sofa sinking, slowly blinking
Over thinking
But
It beats sober thinking
If im sober too long my mood starts Swinging
The kush ain't right if it ain't got the Pad Stinking
Hotbox til the smoke is the only Thing I'm breathing
Too much smoke in my body
It's suffocating inner demons
Life is so overrated
That's why I spend most of it faded
If I could end myself & still go to Heaven
I would've ended it in
Two zero one seven
Voices in my head gave me steps
But I aint follow their directions
But now it's directed
Me towards anti depressants
I heard it's a weapon towards Depression
I heard the stress really lessens
Scared I'll become addicted to it like Seshing & smoke sessions
But what if I see my mind Progressing
It's been ill
But could heal
From the medicine
I'm stuck guessing
Dying slowly from inhaling toxins
My brain frying you can hear the Popping
It's constant & never stopping
& I ain't tryna stop it
Life is so overrated
That's why I spend most of it faded