March 7, 20-17 my life changed Forever
& Not for the better
Since you been gone everyday is a Struggle now
Grandma moved in, giving momma Nothing but trouble now
I gotta be a man & hustle now
Hope went way down, hard not to Stay down always find myself having Mental breakdowns
Difficult to see the light with the Clouds & rain
Trying to stay strong through all This pain
I remember days... where you would Lift me up at my lowest
Motivated Me to stay focused regardless of who Noticed
Or acknowledged
Uplifting & speaking knowledge
Always made sure the family was Solid
By the way your grandson going to College
I could hear you say outstanding From above as you watching
Tryna keep my head up cause I Know you wouldn't want me Sobbing
Since you left, my life will never be The same
Fighting all this grief & pain
But I know you wouldn't want me Down
Tryna stay solid as rocks
Won't let you down, James L Knox
(Won't let you down)
Why god taking everybody that I Love up
Last of the Knox & I refuse be a f*ck Up
Bad things happen to good people
I feel like all my luck up
Gotta get blazed to be happy now
You gone is something that I can't Wrap my mind around
Life ain't been the same since
Home don't really feel like home
True colors of the family really Shown
Tragedy revealed everything who Would of known
If I had problems I could run to you
Now they severe & I don't know Who I'm running to
But ima figure it out cause that's What it's coming to
You was the Alpha Male the leader
Now you no longer here
I'm still shedding tears
And they ain't never leaving
Still grieving long as I'm breathing
But enough of that, heres my letter Marine hope you read it
When you see it
I miss you
Since you left, my life will never be The same
Fighting all this grief & pain
But I know you wouldn't want me Down
Tryna stay solid as rocks
Won't let you down, James L Knox