Always Tired - i'm feeling better Lyrics

I am pretty sure that you don't know what is best for me
I been lying in my bed until my muscles atrophy
I'm so stressed that I'm calm like I'm on benzodiazepines
And feeling like I'm rolling what comes from the trees

I don't know if I know what for
I been lying on my bed, then I'm sleeping on the floor
Like I'm passed out on my brothers back porch
Like you gotta drag me in through the back door

Spending money that I don't have for the f*cking rush
I cant help but get this feeling that I'm always f*cking up
I know its wrong I know that I am good enough
Can someone please just tell my brain to shut up

My head hurts please get me acetaminophen
I wake up look outside my window hear the birds sing
It's kind of warm out, maybe 24 out
I'm feeling better with the weather maybe its spring

I'm feeling better than I've ever felt before
I'm feeling better than I've ever felt before
I'm feeling better than I've ever felt before
I'm feeling better than I've ever felt before