Alternate Weekends - So Far Lyrics

It's late
I open my eyes
I'm on the floor
And it's no surprise
You know I've had too much
And I can't feel the buzz
Anymore
And I realize
So hard
Learning to let you go
So far
You know I just can't cope
All alone
And I'll never be
Who you want
I'll never be free
Can't take control
And I can't find a way to fill up this hole
So I raise a glass
And try to find me
So hard
Now that I've let you go
So far
You know I can't figure out how to make sense of things on my own
So hard
I don't know where to go
So far
Learning to breathe on my own
I'm a little less out of
Control
And I'll find a way
To be whole
But just not today
Oh, the glass is half empty
One day I'll find me