Alter Crash Code - Boneskin Lyrics

So what do you do inside the the mirrors in the wall
You see the cracks in all the flaws
Do you keep staring?
Do you believe we can be anything at all
Or should we all give up until the day we re dying?
I don't mean to sound so melancholy
But it's too late for that
I'll sit and wallow in self pity
I gave up drinking but I need something new to start And if I don't think on my feet fast
It'll be drinking
Cos next year I'll be something
So used to being nothing
Wrapped up inside my trauma
I'll make something of this boneskin
Self adamant on put downs
I wanna burn it's voice box
It triggers all my instincts
I'll make something of this boneskin
So where do you go to in your head
When I see you staring in a daze
Are you even thinking
Or just spacing?
I'm not saying that you come across as strange
But sometimes the way you act
Is kinda strange kid
You don't fit in and you've got struggles with addictions and the more you keep them hid
The more they shine
Just keep your head held a little higher over water
For a little while longer
And you'll be fine
Cos next year you'll be something
So used to being nothing
Wrapped up inside your trauma
You'll make something of your boneskin
Self adamant on put downs
You wanna burn your voice box
It triggers all your instincts
You'll make something of your boneskin
I'm gonna get drunk
This time its permanent
Need escape out of this place
It's a f*cking hell hole
And like a spider and it's web
I'll fall asleep and hope to wake up to something to live for
Its
Suicide of the sober mind
My thoughts commited
Suicide of the sober mind
My thoughts commited
Self destruction is all I have
To feel better
Suicide of the sober mind