It was some things that I wish I could take back, but no, I didn't
Been in my mind by myself, but I still can't admit it
Danger is right where I look and I don't want to go, but it's been like a minute
My feelings denied, How I'm supposed to accept them
They say cause you're young, ain't nothing to worry about, so then I just felt dumb
When I got older, ain't nobody to trust, so to my emotions, yeah, I had just held them
I tried speaking up, but as soon as I did, they were blaming me, so now it's my fault
And I wish I ain't tell them
They said just don't look back, that's when it was better
I don't know about that, back then it wasn't all that
It was times where I wanted to die, but no, I can't say that
Telling me that I'll be alright
But they don't know where I'm at, times have been getting better
At least what I've been telling them
Really though, yeah, I'm not alright
It's all been getting to my head
Making songs to get out of my mind
If not I woulda been dead,
Help me cope what's on my mind
Instead of filling it with lead
Please don't leave me alone, in my head, it gets real dangerous
Only she was on my phone
But damn, I ain't know she was Satan
She said she love me back
How I not see that she was faking
Tried to fill the void in my heart, even after you, yeah, it was still vacant
I turn off DND and nothing changes,
So hurt right now damn, I need some patience
Let my emotions control and look right where it got me
Contemplating suicide, damn, I really wish I would've shot me
Give em the happy ending
I'ma go die right now and give em all the happy ending
I don't know what you've been through
You don't know what I've been through
Maybe together we can push through
Together meaning me and you
I just want you by my side
Never even gotta lie
I just want you in my eyes
Can we make this you and I
I don't know what you've been through
You don't know what I've been through
Maybe together we can push through
Together meaning me and you
I just want you by my side
Never even gotta lie
I just want you in my eyes
Can we make this you and I