Alpha Dawg - Motherboard Lyrics

Passion and pain from darkness
Can't let you down, I promise
I gotta make it to the land where mom'll be the proudest
Love into all my music
Niggas take it as threats
I just take a deep breath
To relieve all my stress
Call up your friends sometime
'Cuz I'm dying inside
I check on mine but I get denied
When it's no reply
So I resort to staying in my bed for morning
This world got nothing for me
Except death and mourning
I might be going off the deep end
My little cousin that's my nigga
F*ck with him, I'd have to kill ya
But he grown now, remember we got the PS3 days
Now he taller than me
Wanna hit rewind on these days
When it's Rugrats, Arthur, and Danny Phantom
Nostalgia is a bitch, it's never scheduled always random
Dropped my first tape at 13 and said I'm going platinum
Now I dropped a f*cking album, would never imagine
That my passion would go deeper than trap rap or boom bap
Soon as I tell the whole room that man I lose cats
Versatility to me is longevity
So forgive me y'all this is my moment of clarity
I know that honesty brings prosperity
That's how you know I'm serious when I get to these melodies
I still have dreams of buying everything
To wake up back in hell man
This shit is depressing me
Something more out there
Something more out there
Something more out there
That I want and-
I gotta get it
You niggas in my way
You ain't gonna finish
Yeah nigga, I did it
Yeah bitch, I'm winning
Y'all barely started
I'm going retarded
I'm really heartless so dearly departed
I go the hardest
No time to joke with these niggas
Forreal'a
You hate but it still love