[Intro]
Everything...
Is gone now...
Gone now...
[Verse]
Just tell me I'm more
More than this
I'm fading out to black again
When will it end
Missing a fifth of my teeth and these plates in my face tweak every time I try and speak, gimme some peace, I'm in need of relief, instead of repeatedly feeding the beast
Sick of defeat so I'm taking the f*cking prescription and ripping the f*cking sheet,
Fed up and I'm shredding every single piece, beyond flipping the script, I'm gonna be switching the beat...
[Bridge]
(Ahh-aahhhhh)
(Ahh-aahhhhh)
Tell me I'm more
Tell me I'm more
[Verse]
I keep on dreaming of fleeing and being free of my demons leaving me with no reason to keep dealing with em and this rhythm is feeling uneven as if there's not enough oxygen in the room that can even breathe in
Telling me to carry on and keep making these melodies and chemical remedies every day,
And don't care what you say, whether or not you're medically trained. And if I'm wrong then I guess that there's gonna hell to pay
I never planned a life of this length, see
Didn't think I'd make it to twenty
Dealing with demons that live rent-free
So I don't give a f*ck if you resent me
And I'll keep coming again, again, again, again...
Thinking how f*cking lucky I really am to be living and everything I take as a given while my mind is racing with a million decisions of a vision that I'm tryna repair with a roll of tape and a pair of scissors. Patching up all the holes and incisions hoping it can hold in position
Are you beginning to get the image, are you listening in, I was shredding my skin to ribbons, heading for death and now I'm looking ahead instead of reminiscing.
[Refrain]
Tell me this isn't over yet...
[Drop]
And tell me I'm more
And I'm not near the end
Everything... is gone now... gone now