Heavy Breather Video (MV)

Costly mistake rode around on the shuttle
Never woulda known that I'll turn to a rebel
Just a lost cause tryna run from the devil
I'm the dirtiest jewel so I fell out the bezel
A dog in the pound no adoptions for a fellow
Chillin in the cut pouring up that mellow yellow
Anxiety hit now I feel I'm in a bubble
Heavy breathing like a pit on the loose
I'm in trouble
Reality called, it's at the end of a shovel
6 feet deep at the curb, I say hello
Never woulda thought that my life would be this way
Contemplated suicide like just the other day
Thoughts of the past, had to toss em in the trash
So now I'm rolling on my high horse, cause my life is moving fast
Heart skipped a beat and all I did was laugh
But in the broader set of pictures it's for air I really gasp
Ok I thought to myself how to grasp some wealth
Rollin in the back no safety belt
This ride get to flipping then my cards are dealt
Really get to thinking how should I have felt
At 20 years old I really thought to myself
Negative vibes are really bad for my health
Breathing too hard while I take an extra step
Years later it's the same, shit went straight to the left
View my life, too much depth
Heavy breather
Feel my chest
Pumping hard you see the sweat
Ain't no talking indirect
Do you harm, put to rest
Oh well I tried to do my best
And now I'm living with regrets
And it's a shame I do confess
Wait