allswell. - Eclipse Lyrics

As the air is drained
From this room
My lingering thoughts
Escape with one swift motion to the floor
Left to rot, evermore
Why is it me who gets to live
When I'm the one who sinned
When I have to do this without you and I
Have no one left to blame
Here now
You can pull the cord and see
There is no end
To this misery I see
What if I can't let go of it all
Even if nothing is
As it seems
Fighting with myself
A neverending spiral of
Hating who I am
And who I'll never be
So let me grieve eternal
I'd rather rot here
Instead of faking who I am
It seems things can't be the same
Left to face the truths
That I never chased
Here within these walls
Grief welcomes all
And I never thought
That id see the day
When the moon and sun would meet
Without you in the light
What if I can't let go
Without you in the light
If to love is to lose
I will never win again
What if I can't let go of all
The things that I never said
What if I
Can't make peace with the life I'm left without you
If to love is to lose
I will never win again
So as the moon consumes the sun
I'm left here with my grief so
Why couldnt it be me
What if I can't let go of it all
Even if nothing lasts forever