Dear me dear you
I'm sorry I believed
Anything keeping me from
You from truth
Glowing truth for the blind
Is a waste of a precious light
Those eyes
Looking deep in the mirror
There's a hole with my error
I lost my mind
Hiding facts from a heart
Blindfolded tied up and shut down
Is the way I lived by
To never acknowledge
Each day came with more projections
Of what I abandoned
Knot in the stomach
Anxiously feeling the curtains
Slipping 'til they fall
Oh what a mistake
All seems so close yet so far
But can't embrace the light
Breath cut and galloping heart
Embody that confusion
Slow-dancing with my shadow
When I could've reached the sun
Inside my hands those gold crowns
What happened to the glow
Traded them for some lies
For I did lose the throne
I lost the throne
I can't stand more time disguised
So under the moon I write
Both terrorized and proud
A letter to a heart