Alliswell - Constants Lyrics

I need the sun to always shine, I need the wind to hit my face
I need to know that everyone I love will stay here in this place
It's not that I hate change, it's not that I'm afraid
I just need the constants to somehow always stay

I want my hands to stop their shaking, I want my head to stay on straight
I want my body to be my temple that will always keep me safe
I'm not scared of getting older, I'm not even scared to die
I'm just scared of having to drag myself across the finish line

And I've been going back and forth and up down again
And I've been going back to what I've always known again