Allie Heagle - New Year Lyrics

It's been a long two months
There's a lot I've done
Left home was on the run
Tryna get f*cked up
Never thought I'd be here
The orange caps and the fear
Looking for another clear or black dealer

I never meant to go, down this road
I never wanted to be, dependent on these
Now I'm stuck in this place
With other people who lost their way
And I'm going insane

Nose is in pain
I try to hit another vein
Push the plunger in and then I float away
All I've got is my man
And this bottle in my hand, man

I never meant to go, down this road
I never wanted to be, dependent on these
Now I'm stuck in this place
With other people who lost their way
And I'm going insane

I'm lost
Please find me
I don't want to be here
I'm lost
Please find me
I don't want to be here
I'm lost
Please find me
I don't want to be here
Lost
Please find me
Don't want to be here

I never meant to go, down this road
I never wanted to be, dependent on these
Now I'm stuck in this place
With other people who lost their way
And I'm going insane