alli h - unreachable future Lyrics

I'm high as f*ck on a Tuesday night,
Only way I know how to feel alright.
And I blacked out on New Years Eve,
Alone in my room 'til I fell asleep.
And I just realized,
That nothing's gonna happen.
And my childhood is gone,
And nothing f*cking happened.
And now I'm here,
With the same old f*cking tears,
And the same old f*cking fears,
With all the genes I'll have for
The rest of my years.
I knew the most
When I was 13,
Now I'm just an asshole with
A low self-esteem.
And I don't care if I wake up.
I can't see my face without cheap makeup,
And my childhood dreams have turned into loss,
And all of this, for what f*cking cost?
Something is missing,
I don't know what.
Wasted potential.
Unused luck.
Untenable matter,
I'm all used up.
Unreachable future
That I made up.
That can't be all that there is,
Please,
Tell me there's more,
Tell me there's more than this.
That can't be all that there is,
Baby,
Tell me there's more,
Tell me there's more,
Tell me there's more,
Tell me there's more,
Tell me there's more to this.
Tell me,
Tell me there's more than this.
Tell me there's more than this.
This just can't be,
It can't be all that there is.
This can't be all that there is.
Tell me there's more than this.
Please tell me,
Please tell me,
Please tell me,
Please tell me that there's more than this.
Please.
Please.