Allen Miller - Better Off Lyrics

Your birthday is next week
It's gonna take everything in me
Not to text you
You know I want to
If I were really crazy
I'd invite myself to your party
Like you did last year
This past October
And I remember you
Sitting in the corner like you couldn't be
Bothered with me, or my life, or my friends
And I know, I know, I know, I know
That ain't worth a shit
So as much as I want to
I can't waste any more time on you
I've got a laundry list of getting better to do
And as much as I don't know
How to tell my body what my mind realized a year ago
I know I'll get there soon
Knowing that I'm better off without you
How many times do I have to
Ask if I can see you?
You always say "no"
"Next time for sure though"
You told me that you see me
As a friend, well then why are you so unfriendly?
It's getting desperate
My olive branches
And I imagine you
Laughing with your roommates about all the stupid
Messages I've sent that you left on read
And I'll never know if it's all in my head
So as much as I want to
I can't waste any more time on you
I've got a laundry list of getting better to do
And as much as I don't know
How to tell my body what my mind realized a year ago
I know I'll get there soon
(I'll get there soon)
But it's hard though
For me to let go
'Cause the stars and I know
Something that you don't know
And the planets
Really tried their best
And it's not right
How you're just fine
While I'm here in my apartment
Losing my mind
And the only thing that helps is passing time
So as much as I want to
I can't waste any more time on you
I've got a laundry list of getting better to do
And as much as I don't know (I don't know)
How to tell my body what my mind realized a year ago (Woah)
I know I'll get there soon (I'll get there soon)
Knowing that I'm better off without you
Knowing that I'm better off without you