Hysteria Video (MV)

No
Pinch me and tell me im dreaming it's hard for me to see
With black clouded eyes I saw my demise
Creeping down on to me
For the very first time I saw my life flash
Before my eyes

I'm dreaming but I'm wide awake
And choking every breathe I take
Self doubt I'm burnt out my mind wont slow down
Drowning in my own mistakes

I won't be the memory you said I'd be
I came to conquer
This madness won't overcome me
I feel it, the darkness it's sinking in It's real
Its real the fear
It's taking over me
Aaaaahhh hahahaha

No no no
This can't be happening
I refuse to let this get a hold of me again
Again

I'm dreaming but I'm wide awake
And choking every breath I take
Self doubt I'm burnt out my mind wont slow down
Drowning in my own mistakes

Is this a prison of my own design
Or is their truth to all this darkness inside my mind

Oh misery how I'm begging to forget you
Forget you
You're just a waste of time

I'm dreaming but I'm wide awake
And choking every breathe I take
You're just a waste of time
Drowning in my own mistakes

And I can't comprehend why i feel this way
All my surroundings have fallen to gray
And I may never understand what goes on in my head
But it wont win I'm not afraid