all cats are beautiful - b next 2 water Lyrics

I remember every time that I kissed you
With the taste of cigarettes on my lips too
You were only running thru
Yeah Im a deer in front of you and I
Freeze and doubt the stuff
That makes me feel like Ill never be enough
And I wish I clda been
Most anybody else instead of me
So Im jst tryna catch a handle
On the moment
Out from the dirty little mess that Im in
It was always on my mind like I carried it inside my
Belly with butterflies Im reaching up like I photosynthesise
And I fold the cards I get and play it out like I even know the debt
And I feel like Im seeing double
A two way street into my brain
And I guess that Im just f*ckin trouble, trouble
Aint no grace around me, but greats surround me
Just takes a second of madness
And we're lambs to the slaughter, lambs to the slaughter
They said its good for the sadness
To get out of the city, be next to water
I guess that lessons never come around in time
But I didnt know the half of it then
Every little piece of you was painted from my point of view
In a holy testament written up on the walls of sediment
In a stolen settlement
Looking over the failed experiment
And I feel like Im seeing double
A two way street into my brain
And I guess that Im just f*ckin trouble, trouble
Aint no grace around me, but greats surround me
Just takes a second of madness
And we're lambs to the slaughter, lambs to the slaughter
They said its good for the sadness
To get out of the city, be next to water