Alius Vita - You'll Never Miss Me When I'm Gone Lyrics

You'll never miss me when I'm gone
You'll never kiss me in this song
I cannot force myself to fabricate your love
Now don't you know I've gone astray
Though you may throw my love away
You cannot force my hand to wear another glove

I'll never prove that I am strong
I'll never move or go along
They cannot force my mind to desecrate my heart
And there's a price I'll have to pay
I'll pay it twice and every day
We cannot force our lives to merge when they're apart

Render me nothing, render the truth
Paint a portrait of a mind bound in chains
Render this feeling, render me blue
Paint a landscape while I blow out my brains

You'll never miss me when I'm gone
You'll never wish I'd come along
I cannot be the one to satisfy your dreams
Now don't you know that I'm astray
And I will go another way
You cannot be the one to mend my tattered seams

I'll never prove my love is strong
You'll never soothe my heart through song
They cannot see, they seem so mystified by this
If this is vice, I'll never pray
And if it's nice, what can I say
We cannot see the end or else we'd never miss

Render me something, render some hope
Sculpt a statue of a mind breaking free
Render me trying, render a joke
Sculpt a vessel while I jump in the sea