Alien Dad - some days Lyrics

Some days i question reality
Some days i'm not good enough
Some days i hate myself
Some days i count the reasons to die
Some days
Some days i wonder if

I know that i'm worth it
And i know that i'm good
Yes i'm not perfect
But i admit that i've done wrong
I won't let myself feel useless
I won't let myself stay down
I'll remember this isn't everything
The feeling will pass

But i won't die
If you don't die

I know i can be strong again
I know i can be good enough
I know i can love myself
I'll count reasons to be alive
I know i'll think less about suicide
I'll still wonder why i haven't died

Is anyone really surprised i'm like this
Would anyone be surprised i'm like this