Ali Wick - Just a Handful Lyrics

I'm scared to make a list
Of the stuff I need from this
From us, our love, from you
I think it it would be short
That I could ask for much more
But I can't risk
Asking for more than you can give
Cause if you tell me that I want too much
I won't know how to fix us
You used to be my safe space
Now the walls are caving in
Love used to grow free
Now it don't get oxygen
It used to be so warm wrapped up in your arms
My heart was full
Now I'm just a handful
This empty room is crowded
Intrusive thoughts are loudest
Cause you stopped
Whispering nothings in my ear
It's busy in my head
When you won't come with me to bed
But I'll take this sad
Over risking what we had
Cause if you tell me that I want too much
I won't know how to fix us
You used to be my safe space
Now the walls are caving in
Love used to grow free
Now it don't get oxygen
It used to be so warm wrapped up in your arms
My heart was full
Now I'm just a handful
So I'll keep it short and sweet
Don't need to be swept off my feet
But I guess I wish
I didn't have to drag you into loving me
You used to be my safe space
Now the walls are caving in
Love used to grow free
Now it don't get oxygen
It used to be so warm wrapped up in your arms
My heart was full
Now I'm just a handful
I'm just a handful
I'm just a handful