alheri - ¡FUN! Lyrics

It's just so hard
Can't find an end
And when it seems to recover
We're back to the start again

And I just don't know what to do
And I don't have anyone to turn to

And she going through it
And just like a mirror
Just like a twin

The pain she's in
Puts me in a bin
And I just hope to throw it away
Start fresh one day

I can live for so long
Soon that facade will be gone
Too nice and too cool
And when I blow I'm in the wrong for that show

So I can't have both
I'm supposed to be pushed around
Be trolled
And if I cry don't be surprised

Wanna go but there's no movement
Yet there is some movement
And I'm not ashamed of her
I'm just ashamed of how I didn't play the part for her

Ask less
We'd stand best
Stay there
Get over the fear
And now I only look for a thing that could take it all away

But just like the days
It cycles over and I'm back to square one

And I'll beat myself
For at least not making it better for everyone else