Alexx Cloud - Xxxdepression Lyrics

Alright we good baby
This way that way
Look at me
Who am I
We can't call it
Drug addict and a alcoholic
Ima f*ckin loser I'ma f*ckin problem
Depressed now
Stressed out
D Cups
Chest out
It's time to grow
I ain't ballin
Demons callin
Don't you catch me
I am falling
Real hard
To the sunken place
Ahh yeah to that sunken place
Don't you look me in my f*ckin face
No you can't come to my f*ckin place
They do not know what goes on in my head
I feel so trapped inside I feel so dead
I cannot wait to wake up next to you
I just love all of the things that you do
They do not know what goes on in my head
Ya you know that I'm crawling
Well at least I ain't falling
My emotions been bottle up I been thinking how it gets brought up
I can take my time now cuz you know my soul feels hollow
Rest in Peace to Mac Miller dog cuz we ain't promised tomorrow
If I pick up that bottle
I prolly drown in my sorrow
Please do not suffocate me I do not need to be coddled
I might need to slow it down my life been in full throttle
I might need to slow it down my life been in full throttle
Mind distorted
Out in orbit
Find the fortune
I divorced it
Yes of course it's
Such a shame
I can't afford it
Bitch I forfeit
I'm a orphan
My endorphins
F*ckin gorgeous
It's a fortress
Who am I
It's not important
Get extorted
I'm the reason
You can blame
Not a portion
Depression got me so f*cked up in the head
It's like why the f*ck I always feel like this
Real life shit
Feel like this
I jus don't want to feel dead
What you see ain't always true
A picture speaks like a thousand words but how come I can't speak to you it's like
They do not know what goes on in my head
I feel so trapped inside I feel so dead
I cannot wait to wake up next to you
I just love all of the things that you do
They do not know what goes on in my head