Alexander David - clean room Lyrics

I don't ever wanna clean my room
I'm scared to open up a space for you
I'll leave my clothes piled up on the floor
With the memory of faith lurking at my door

I don't ever wanna clean my room
I'm scared to open up a space for you
I'll leave my clothes piled up on the floor
With the memory of faith lurking at my door

I'm telling you now I don't think I'm ready for where I'm supposed to go
I've got to admit despite being welcomed, I've never felt more alone so why do you
Keep on asking "son just tell me what are you hiding from?" I don't want
You to see what's become of me, cause I can't even look myself

I don't ever wanna clean my room
I'm scared to open up a space for you
I'll leave my clothes piled up on the floor
With the memory of faith lurking at my door

I don't ever wanna clean my room
I'm scared to open up a space for you
I'll leave my clothes piled up on the floor
With the memory of faith lurking at my door

The worst part of silence is knowing just how quickly I can end it
The burden of choice has caused all of the pain in what I've become dependent
I need to leave my apathy and get a grip on getting back to
Learning how to walk and breath and love and lead and know I'm never quite alone

I don't ever wanna clean my room
I'm scared to open up a space for you
I'll leave my clothes piled up on the floor
With the memory of faith lurking at my door

I don't ever wanna clean my room
I'm scared to open up a space for you
I'll leave my clothes piled up on the floor
With the memory of faith lurking at my door

I don't ever wanna clean my room
I'm scared to open up a space for you
I'll leave my clothes piled up on the floor
With the memory of faith lurking at my door

I'm just scared for you to clean my room
I'm scared of opening back up to you
I hope you stay a while so you can show me
What it means to love your own