Alexa Kate - Why Should I Be Sorry? Lyrics

I know I shouldn't call back
But things got complicated
Too soon for me to unpack your things
So for now I'll leave your t-shirt on my bedroom floor
Until I figure out exactly what you left me for
I said I closed the door but I wait right by it every day
My friends say it's not healthy but I keep doing it anyway
And maybe it's not perfect, but I seem to think it's worth it right now
I told you it was complicated
Why should I be sorry?
When you're the one who messed it up
Cause you got bored and left
Now I'm standing at some party
Hoping you suddenly might walk in
And take back everything you said
Even after all you put me through
I hate that I still don't hate you
I don't know if I can say that it was love
But I swear I felt it
I gave you all of my secrets and now they're gone forever
Thought maybe a coffee and a smile and we could talk it out
Are you gonna stay a while or should I count you out?
Lately, maybe I'm the one who's acting crazy
But baby can you blame me
I just didn't see this coming, and now it's all for nothing
Why should I be sorry?
When you're the one who messed it up
Cause you got bored and left
Now I'm standing at some party
Hoping you suddenly might walk in
And take back everything you said
Even after all you put me through
I hate that I still don't hate you
How could I not want the pain when it comes so easily
It's ingrained in my veins to trust so freely
Wondering why you don't want me
You got me thinking that I should be sorry
But that's all backwards
You should be down on your knees
Begging for forgiveness, admitting what you did to me
Why should I be sorry?
When you're the one who messed it up
Cause you got bored and left
Now I'm standing at some party
Hoping you suddenly might walk in
And take back everything you said
Even after all you put me through
I hate that I still don't hate you