Alex Yen - made up Lyrics

I hold my breath
Cause I'm begging to hear something good from you
If it's the way I dress
I can change the things you want me to
I don't have a job or my own place
I was just looking for a new face
I know you don't have a lotta time to waste
But I don't think I'm what you need
I've never been in need of a family
I just want somebody to love me
I can barely keep a bed clean
So what do you want with me
Is what you really want just me
Or some kind of a fantasy that you made up
(it's something you made, it's something you made)
Is there something that I just don't see in myself
I wanna please but I'm helpless
(it's something you made, it's something you made)
You say that my heart's not in it
Like I'm running from the feeling
I swear I was never trying to lead you on
Why do you stay when you say you want a life abroad, you want
Three kids and a flashy car
I don't think I even know how to think that far
You gave me a debt that I can't pay
Every time it's yours or the highway
I know you don't have a lotta time to waste
See I don't think I'm what you need
I don't have a say and I can't leave
I just want somebody to love me
I can barely keep a bed clean
So what do you want with me
Is what you really want just me
Or some kind of a fantasy that you made up
(it's something you made, it's something you made)
Is there something that I just don't see in myself
I wanna please but I'm helpless
(it's something you made, it's something you made)
Something here's gotta give
It's not a real way to live
(I can't always put you first
When I've had so little time to learn)
The first glance is always the killer
Whenever I look in the mirror
(It's your voice inside my head
Saying what I would've never said)