Hate Me Now Video (MV)

I just wonder if you hate me now
I been so inside my head it's been screaming loud
I just wanna be dead no more freaking out
I can't stay inside my bed without being down
She said, maybe I need therapy
But, lyrics was the one there for me
And the sad thing now it's scarcity
Cause I can't even write a song without a melody
I need a dank hook for the hoes, trap drums trap yeah for the bros
Sad verse sad boy for my woes, punchline every few for the quotes
I been depressed for a long time, conceal it in my thoughts and a few lines, lacking energy need a few lines
Wanna get old have kids and a dope wife, but the only way I'll make it is if I could move time
Mood swings got me crazy yuh, new thing drive me crazier
Cause she so great I can't compete I'm in my head she said to sleep, I can't just sleep
Cause soon she'll see that I ain't shit, soon she'll see what she can get
And I ain't it, I'm insecure, I'm bugging out, she ain't deserve, cause I been burned
And I use it as excuses, flashback mic wire tight like nooses
Had it mapped out like a blueprint, end it all with what I grew with
The crew is here, we getting lit, I'm too f*cked up, I'm throwing up, who's car is this
And I'm just gonna get it started, flashback, memories, brokenhearted
Every single day I wake up I just hate my life
I don't know what to do right now but when I'm with you I'm alright
I hate myself, I need you right now, I ain't myself, I need you right now
I need your help, I need you right now, I hate myself, I need you right now
Memories broken-hearted
Young kid tryna get it started
She ripped my heart apart and
I never felt the same since we parted
Am I wrong for being closed off
Or am I wrong cause I wanna take your clothes off
Lay you down now you think I'm tryna show off
Really I just wanna keep you coming for so long
Insecure and I use it as excuses, flashback mic wire tight like nooses
Had it mapped out like a blueprint, end it all with what I grew with
The crew is here, we getting lit, I'm too f*cked up, I'm throwing up, who's car is this
And I'm just gonna get it started, flashback, memories, brokenhearted
Every single day I wake up I just hate my life
I don't know what to do right now but when I'm with you I'm alright
I hate myself, I need you right now, I ain't myself, I need you right now
I need your help, I need you right now, I hate myself, I need you right now