Decisions Video (MV)

I don't know if I can go
If I can last on my own
I don't know if I can go
If I can last on my own

Over-thinker I'm afraid to say what's on my mind
Never figure how to so I'm lying half the time
Wearing thinner Every day I think I'm breaking down
Pull the trigger now because it's time to get what's mine

Cause I can act fine when my minds a mess
But I let it lose whenever I confess
Still I got thoughts I wanna put to rest
I know I want more but should I settle for less

I feel in my chest
I can see my last breath
And it gets to my head
If I'm better of dead

The lies cut through
I got trust issues
I don't trust myself
Let alone trust you

I don't know if I can go
If I can last on my own
I don't know if I can go
If I can last on my own

I think its kinda funny that I never find myself
All the time I spend alone you'd think I'd figure out
You thought you knew me
I thought I knew me too
You see right through me
I never follow through

I'm acting like the savage type but I'm just all alone
Feeling like what feels right ain't how its s'posed to go
Thinking every day and night bout all I still don't know
Wonder if the time is right and if I'll ever grow

The thing is that my attitude is hidden by a fortitude
I never open up because I know all that I gotta lose
I ain't do shit that's overdue, afraid to go past casual
So I just do my best but I'm Afraid the change too gradual

I just sat in my room
I ain't know what to do
Had a year taken like theft
Till I said f*ck it and left

Still don't know who I am
But I know what I lack
So I'm breaking off the rear view mirrors
I ain't looking back

I don't know if I can go
If I can last on my own
I don't know if I can go
If I can last on my own

Tried to fill a void
But that just left me paranoid
Try to find my voice
So I don't fade away

Tried to fill a void
But that just left me paranoid
Try to find my voice
So I don't fade away

I don't know if I can go
If I can last on my own
I don't know if I can go
If I can last on my own