Alex Ergas - Bitter Blonde Dreams Lyrics

I'm bitter
I wanted parts of you I'll never get now
I'm bitter
I had a dream and now I can't stop thinking

Your head was on my shoulder
Had me pull you closer
Never felt my heart beat quite that slow

My baby shot me like a soldier
Morning feeling older
Shaking at the thought of being with you
Girl you ruin all my time ya know

You could stare past my eyes
Tell me all lies
Wanted so much more became addicted

Got me to sing
Told me how we'd break up cause we're a mess and everything

Believed ya
How I'd treat ya
Was a nightmare
(What a nightmare)

Codependency
Believed you when you said we'd make it work

Moving from a car into the bed
Into the car and in my head
It was so pretty what I wanted was just more than you would give me

I should have given up
That June you ruined everything

Your head was on my shoulder
Had me pull you closer
Never felt my heart beat quite that slow

My baby shot me like a soldier
Morning feeling older
Shaking at the thought of being with you
Girl you ruin all my time you know