Alesdi - Keep It Together Lyrics

I been puttin' work in layin' quiet
Stayin' quarantined just like a virus
No more goin' through the motions
I've been tryna let out my emotions
Some things take a little more devotion
I feel like I'm bout to start a fire
Cuz more heat is on the way
Feeling like I'm Cudi cuz I'm tryna to Make Her Say
Have ya heard this dude Alesdi, man, that's what you should play
Hope ya bump it, kick back, and ya smoke another jay
Man I'm really tryna keep my f*ckin' head up
Think I'm undefeated and I'm next up
Til the next day, til I play the track back
Then I'm thinkin' damn maybe I should really go and backtrack
Maybe take a new path, go and get a real job
Thinkin' back to my days puffin' box mods
Sober but these roads still lookin' real odd
And I can't even find my f*ckin' key fob
I'm just tryna keep it together though
Everybody bettin' on better blow
Can't worry bout their minds cuz they set in stone
Worried bout their eyes cuz I'm down so low
I'm just tryna keep it together and
Everybody bettin' on better plans
Can't worry bout their time cuz it's set in sand
Middle fingers high cuz their lives so bland
I know what they gonna do now
Fit in feelin' like I finally filled out
Flying til the skyline make 'em pass out
Freak me out and I don't wanna lash out
All I see is hating on the internet
Postin' on the timeline every time they get a check
Flexin' on the gram just to gain some self-respect
Talkin' shit then turn around they ask me for connects
Know that it don't matter, tell by their tone
Always the high one but never the drone
Testing myself, psychedelic unknown
I've ventured worlds that they've just been shown
So now I'm always gonna take the long route home
Do not disturb on when I'm in my zone
Make em call twice just to hit my phone
Cuz I do my best writing all alone
I'm just tryna keep it together though
Everybody bettin' on better blow
Can't worry bout their minds cuz they set in stone
Worried bout their eyes cuz I'm down so low
I'm just tryna keep it together and
Everybody bettin' on better plans
Can't worry bout their time cuz it's set in sand
Middle fingers high cuz their lives so bland
I'm just tryna keep it together though
Everybody bettin' on better blow
Can't worry bout their minds cuz they set in stone
Worried bout their eyes cuz I'm down so low
I'm just tryna keep it together and
Everybody bettin' on better plans
Can't worry bout their time cuz it's set in sand
Middle fingers high cuz their lives so bland