I been going thru some things (I have)
Been tryna find my way around em (Oh my)
I keep on working out the kinks (Oh yeah)
Drifting through my life like my surroundings
Passing me by (Yeah)
Don't even worry why (Ok)
I feel nothing
When she say that she gone when the night is done
I'm just chilling
Even if I said the realest shit, they still wouldn't feel it
This feeling, is sifting through me
Now I'm feeling empty
Hoping that they never feel greed or envy, towards me
Cuz I know, I know that shit is tempting
Their minds filled with pain
Deep down they feel resentment
Longing for a better life
Uh yeah, I get it
You just want your happiness, sometimes it can be vintage
I know it's hard to find yourself when times are the darkest
I just try and stay grounded, I'm just shooting for my targets
I'm reaching, reaching, studying my teachings
Hard for me to find hope when you struggle to believe in
All the things they tell you
Like my pride, that shit done fell through
Like past relationships
And these plans to link up
That shit is probably my fault, certain things I think of
Like my upbringing, I don't even wanna bring up
Cuz they gon say I've had it made
Honestly I've had enough
Don't wanna worry bout them now
Because I know this isn't luck
And I
Been reflecting too much
I'm taking too much time off like
I need to leave em in the dust
But I just can't, even if it feels so right
It's who I am, deep down
I'm not cold hearted, I just really want somebody who's gon ride
I'm not sure that I got that in anyone yet
Want loyalty before you love me, won't ever forget
Even if they say real, I would never let em in
I gotta get them before they catch me, gotta be the one to win
Already gave this shit so much, ain't gon lie, I can't pretend
So if they ask me why I do this, I know they won't understand
I been going thru some things (I have)
Been tryna find my way around em (Oh my)
I keep on working out the kinks (Oh yeah)
Drifting through life like my surroundings
Passing me by (Yeah)
Don't even worry why (Ok)
I feel nothing
When she say that she gone when the night is done
I'm just chilling
I been going thru some things (I have)
Been tryna find my way around em (Oh my)
I keep on working out the kinks (Oh yeah)
Drifting through life like my surroundings
Passing me by (Yeah)
Don't even worry why (Ok)
I feel nothing
When she say that she gone when the night is done
I'm just chilling