Alchemy - Anxiety Lyrics

Got so sick and tired
Of sitting depending on niggas
And they ain't do nothing for me
Got so sick and tired of niggas keep talking that beef
When niggas be ducking from me
Got so sick and tired of fighting these demons
I'm tripping I feel like they coming for me
Got so sick and tired of constantly chasing my dreams
I feel like they running from me

Got so sick and tired
Of sitting depending on niggas
And they ain't do nothing for me
Got so sick and tired of niggas keep talking that beef
When niggas be ducking from me
Got so sick and tired of fighting these demons
I'm tripping I feel like they coming for me
Got so sick and tired of constantly chasing my dreams
I feel like they running from me

I been broke but now I get money
And honestly it don't mean nothing to me
Under water for so long
I feel like I gotta be drowning
Just for me to breathe
Drowning in pain
Too many days in the rain
Need a umbrella for me
Dont even think about coming my way
Cause honestly bitch I been ready to tweak
All of my niggas keep saying I'm next
I'm trynna be now im ready to see
The nigga I gotta be to get right
I think I'm finally ready to be
I'm tired of struggling
Tired of crying and shit
I'm finally ready to leave
All my pain sitting in the past
Cause I know the top is ready for me
But imma be patient
I know my time coming
Imma get it eventually
I'm on the way
And no I wont stop coming
Cause its niggas depending on me
I was blind for a big part of my life
Im finally ready to see
I gotta glimspe of the top
It aint really how all you niggas had said it would be
But I gotta go still
I been starving for a long time
I'm ready to eat
Be a role model for my lil brothers
Cause they a reflection of me
I ain't tripping if you acting different no more
I'm just gone accept it and leave
I'm just trynna make sure my momma good
That woman so precious to me

Got so sick and tired
Of sitting depending on niggas
And they ain't do nothing for me
Got so sick and tired of niggas keep talking that beef
When niggas be ducking from me
Got so sick and tired of fighting these demons
I'm tripping I feel like they coming for me
Got so sick and tired of constantly chasing my dreams
I feel like they running from me

The people who hurting me most
Is niggas I love
People that's special to me
People use my own good to break my heart
My love Is a weapon to me
I look at my pain and turn it to lessons
The way that I think is a blessing to me
Wherever I end up it ain't luck
It's where I was destined to be
Whenever I make dont try to come back
I know how you was when I wasnt having shit
I used to tell you that I was gone make
The look in yo face said it wasnt happening
I ain't gone ask you for shit
Whenever I got a problem
Imma just handle it
I got way better shit coming in my future
Right now I'm just practicing
Niggas used to say I'll throw my whole life away
Chasing this rapping shit
But I can do what I put my mind to
Cause lil nigga I'm passionate
I can never get tired of pushing through
Overcoming the challenges
I just wanna break all anxiety
Fix all the damages

Got so sick and tired
Of sitting depending on niggas
And they ain't do nothing for me
Got so sick and tired of niggas keep talking that beef
When niggas be ducking from me
Got so sick and tired of fighting these demons
I'm tripping I feel like they coming for me
Got so sick and tired of constantly chasing my dreams
I feel like they running from me

RIP Lae Free Lee