Alaina Crum - Who I Really Am Lyrics

I tend to waste my endless nights
Just because i can't love myself right
Cause it doesn't seem real
When your happiness depends on a pill
Now who i used to be is out of sight
I cant control the things i know
Because my thoughts won't let me go
And all i ask is one last chance
To be the girl i've always planned
They tell me stay strong but i just can't
Cause i don't love who i really am
Who i really am
I wish it wasn't easy to make me cry
I wish i wasn't fragile and out of line
And every time i'm hurting again
My heart sinks deeper in my chest
And then i put on a fake smile
I cant control the things i know
Because my thoughts won't let me go
And all i ask is one last chance
To be the girl i've always planned
They tell me stay strong but i just can't
Cause i don't love who i really am
Who i really am
Who i really am
Who i really am