The holy ghost haunts my soul
I've lost control once more
Think with my mind cause' my heart has a hole
Rejected by my peers long ago
So I sing and scream to the whole world
And now imma take on the hateful
Solo
Listen
I've never been one to be flashy
But I'm done being humble
Went from last place to number one at last
Did this shit as fast as I can possibly handle
And I kinda have a temper
Tend to fly off the handle
Even though I am the sword in the mantle
Made of steel but still slightly vulnerable
Obsessed with global success
Feels like I'm always upset
But I'm gonna get it
So f*ck the rest who hate this music
I've got no use for people who only lose
Shit
Say this with my chest
No ego
All I've got is my hope
So I'll travel this broken road alone
Until I'm finally home
The holy ghost haunts my soul
I've lost control once more
Think with my mind cuz my heart has a hole
Rejected by my peers long ago
So I sing and scream to the whole world
And now imma take on the hateful
Solo
Signed a contract the devil wrote
I knew it would damn me eventually
But what else can you do when you're hanging by a rope
What else can you do when they've got hands around your throat
Only ever wanted to have a family and home
But this is wonderland
Where we only take slaves of the damned
We only shake hands with serpents and the mad
I'm so done feeling bad for those who are just not worth it
Tried to help you all but nothing is working
Fought so long and did it relentlessly
But now I'm taking on the responsibility
Putting my life first and I hope you're pissed
Now quietly drown in your resentment and bitterness
Consider yourself lucky
Because you could've been born as me
The holy ghost haunts my soul
I've lost control once more
Think with my mind cuz my heart has a hole
Rejected by my peers long ago
So I sing and scream to the whole world
And now imma take on the hateful
Solo
Only one shot to make things right
So I aim my sights high
And fire away
Hit the mark even though I've missed it every other time
Now what the f*ck y'all gonna do
Can't deny that I'm the proof
Can't disprove shit so stay out of the booth
Like what do I have to lose
What can you do that hasn't been done to me already
Been waiting for this so long and I'm ready
I would rather break my neck then stay in my misery
So sick of the crying
Sick of the lying
So sick of these memories
Everyone's heart has a lock but mine doesn't have a key
Chose to throw it away
Only because I've lost everybody
And now no one stays
So I chill in my house that's a cage
Enslaved to write and think all day
But honestly
I wouldn't want it any other way
The holy ghost haunts my soul
I've lost control once more
Think with my mind cuz my heart has a hole
Rejected by my peers long ago
So I sing and scream to the whole world
And now imma take on the hateful
Solo