aKuma X - No shame! Lyrics

Shame
Shame go away
Back from where you f*cking came
Pain
Hate stay away
But you'll come again another day
Torture me torture my brain
Make me tear myself apart with memories
That I'll take to my grave

I'm just so f*cking drained
ADHD and OCD make me wanna blow out my brains
But I can't or the story ends before it begins
I don't want regrets and I
Feel so disconnected from reality as
It bends
Constantly messing with my head
Molding me into something I can't seem to accept
But I'll find the will and come back from the dead
Thought I was just a f*ckin' mess
Y'all can't understand the stress I'm in
No compensation for the fallen
It's my life, and I'll fix this no matter what it costs.
When the time comes
I'll stand once again before you all
As a man of stature and make my own name
Finally mean something that isn't disgrace
Welcome to the prelude
This is all just a taste
I say

Shame
Shame go away
Back from where you f*cking came
Pain
Hate stay away
But you'll come again another day
Torture me torture my brain
Make me tear myself apart with memories
That I'll take to my grave

I was always different from the other kids
Lost in a world beyond my comprehension
Didn't have the words to speak with articulation
So y'all left me for dead
This trauma just replays everyday in my head
Feels like I can never get ahead
Some say I'm blessed
But this shit is too intense
And fear can ruin the magic
None of this makes any sense
If I'm capable
Then why does this life take my everything constantly then
I just pray that one day I'll be heaven sent
But looking at my life it's evident
That I'm not getting in
So I pick up my pen and get to writing

Shame
Shame go away
Back from where you f*cking came
Pain
Hate stay away
But you'll come again another day
Torture me torture my brain
Make me tear myself apart with memories
That I'll take to my grave

I just wanted to show the people my creativity
But they shunned me away
Isolated and humiliated me
Tell me what did you gain
What did you gain
Was it anything of any actual meaning
I think we both know the answer is
Hell no
Was it worth it to your ego
When you left me frostbitten in the snow
Now y'all wonder why my blood runs cold
No love to show
And yet I love the show
I love this music
I feel it deep in my bones
I'll have it all one day so just go
I don't need or want you anymore

Shame
Shame go away
Back from where you f*cking came
Pain
Hate stay away
But you'll come again another day
Torture me torture my brain
Make me tear myself apart with memories
That I'll take to my grave

Shame
Shame go away
Back from where you f*cking came
Pain
Hate stay away
But you'll come again another day
Torture me torture my brain
Make me tear myself apart with memories
That I'll take to my grave