Aki Yoshino - To you Lyrics

I wanna sit back, laid back
Man i used to love that
My ex broke up with me, now i need my get back
F*ck she think she is
I don't get with this
Imma make sure she going hate herself for this
Used to be petty
She never calls me daddy
Maybe i was too weak to be her family
Empty my bank account
Used to stash amount
Now all that money just to trade me an enemy
My eyes didn't see
I was emotional
Give up all the motion just to please a hoe
F*ck you mean you don't know
I said enough don't go
I showed you possibilities and you still go
Its not my fault anymore
You caused yourself this downfall
How can you get a job as a high school graduate?
Especially in Tokyo
And you already 24, look at yourself
Don't be surprised if you burn to hell
I hope you burn in hell
I hope you cry for help
When i was there, i kept crying for your help
But you turned against me
Walk away and left me
I fought all the demon just to not let them take me
Even fight with friends
Words instead of hands
Making excuses for your runaway plan
Time pass like counting sand
My mind is getting ill, i just cant
See you all smiling back in Japan
And I'm just here alone like every other man
I don't need your love
Just come and take your stuff
I was never mentioned
Cause you want that attention
Flirting with Brandon
Then cry for my attention
You rather party then build a future with me
I gave you everything that you asked
Your wish was my task
Even sew you hoodie to wear class
Even bought you flowers that can fit 1000 flasks
Doesn't seem like its enough
You love to get high with guys i don't trust
You never visits me even when I'm in shanghai
You never care for me
You don't know why i cry
You never asked why
You never said hi
You didn't even say i love you a month before our story dies
I tried to save us
But you don't want to be saved
I hate that i love you
It's way too much, and I care too much
I loose too much
Such thing is a curse I want to burst my guts
There's no trust for you
You can go pop em pills
I can never forget, the way you make me feel killed
Dance in the rain
Stand still to feel
The hatred for you always helps me fuel
I should've know better
Why should i date a girl who's best friend is a train driver
Y'all don't have future
Frequent festive traveler
You should go f*cking die
You f*cking ketamine consumer
I don't want to do this
Your choice make me do this
All i gave was love
But you don't want love
You just want to run
Anywhere thats fun
Anywhere fill your pussy
To f*ck it all up
Its truly depressing
You were once sunny
You were once the girl that i didn't even ask for
You were once perfect
Don't ask why I diss you
My words are sharp
Each verse to your heart
I should've went hard to break all you got
But ill stop right here to prevent you do self harm