Akhil Warrier - Fade Away Lyrics

Made some mistakes cuz I was ignorant this past year
I'm a different man from last year
Travel thru' states when I go visiting my past fear
That they won't recognize me back here
I don't like to celebrate, but Hagan rolls the kush
I gotta medicate
Reminiscing on some better days
I closed the curtain on some memories and let 'em fade
Fade away, fade away
Smoke to forget and I start to fade away
Fade away, I gotta fade away
Hope you remember me if I fade away

I hit the blunt and then I catch my breath
A thousand problems gettin' lifted off my f*cking chest
This drug addiction feeling better than my old religion
She give me head and we ain't turning off that television
And with precision I be pickin' 'part my indecisions
Channeling my focus, manifesting all my inner visions
And I've been livid with my current state of f*ckin living
Damaging my future, when I know that I can make a killin'

Made some mistakes cuz I was ignorant this past year
I'm a different man from last year
Travel thru' states when I go visiting my past fear
That they won't recognize me back here
I don't like to celebrate, but Hagan rolls the kush
I gotta medicate
Reminiscin' on some better days
I closed the curtain on some memories and let 'em fade
Fade away, fade away
Smoke to forget and I start to fade away
Fade away, I gotta fade away
Hope you remember me if I fade away

It's Friday mornin', I'm checkin' my balance
I used to be so broke, now it ain't even a challenge
Big brother, head of house in the tax season
You ain't tryin' and you comin' up with wack reasons
I learned a lesson ain't a friend around who not schemin'
So if I kill him, now I'll double check he not breathin'
I don't remember who I was before I got demons
My aggressions a product of always people pleasin'

Made some mistakes cuz I was ignorant this past year
I'm a different man from last year
Travel thru' states when I go visiting my past fear
That they won't recognize me back here
I don't like to celebrate, but Hagan rolls the kush
I gotta medicate
Reminiscin' on some better days
I closed the curtain on some memories and let em fade
Fade away, fade away
Smoke to forget and I start to fade away
Fade away, I gotta fade away
Hope you remember me if I fade away