Akh - Lately (feat. Call Me Sy!) Lyrics

I got 200 reasons to leave and never come back
I need to finish my degree, I need to eat
I don't need to rap
I need to see the world, I need to be the me
That she can ask for something deeper than these
Weak verses and beats could ever match
See I been reaping what I sowed and I been sleeping in my mask
And I don't mean to be this cold but I just really need to ask
Is it worth it
Did I do it on purpose
Yeah I been searching for my worth in first editions, verses
Lifted sermons, listening to my heart and cursed the difference
I ain't perfect, but ain't I worth forgiveness

Lately
I play it back on repeat
Don't keep too much company
Maybe
Something's got a hold on me, trying to take control of me
Ain't easy
I feel it in the air I breathe, shed it in the blood I bleed
Baby
You're the only one I need
The only love I'll ever grieve

You came in hot and left me ice cold
I'd appreciate the mercy of a rifle
I paid the price and made it nice no
I think about it every night I'm walking tightropes
Might go psycho
Writing on walls in my blood like whiteboards
Picos all in my head I can't see the signs, I'm lost
I can't make it out my signals crossed

Lately
I play it back on repeat
Don't keep too much company
Maybe
Something's got a hold on me, trying to take control of me
Ain't easy
I feel it in the air I breathe, shed it in the blood I bleed
Baby
You're the only one I need
The only love I'll ever grieve