I could pick my head up
Keep it held real high
I ain't blocking out the pain
Not the master of disguise
But every time I close my eyes
I'm drowning in your sweetest lies
Said you hate me
But I'm steady tryna compromise
When the world knocked me down
I had to pick me up
I'm sitting at home
Rock bottom hit me baby
Top shelf on the wall
And I'm begging don't hate me
You're still calling the shots
But I had to save me (yeh I had to save me)
It's dark outside, it's a lonely night
Every conversation turned into a fight
You're out every night, till 2am
I believed you when you told me you were with your friends
But you're sneaking in late, like you were home all along
And when I ask you questions, it feels like I'm wrong
I'm sitting at home
Rock bottom hit me baby
Top shelf on the wall
And I'm begging don't hate me
You're still calling the shots
But I had to save me (yeh I had to save me)
I'm sitting at home
Rock bottom hit me baby
Top shelf on the wall
And I'm begging don't hate me
You're still calling the shots
But I had to save me (yeh I had to save me)