do u love me or just want me to rot Video (MV)

Blood on the snow
Eleven thirteen bitch
I be off the blow
Got it for the low
Where you wanna go baby
Gotta let you know baby
I can be a little crazy
Uh
So I ask her if she hate me
Do you wanna see me dead
You still wanna date me?
I be in my head feeling trapped on the daily
You could never save me
Drugs for the healing bae
Drugs for the feelings aye uh
Will I make it to the next day uh
And she never send me texts aye uh
But they see me coming next aye uh uh
But they see me coming next
I'm just tryna flex yea
Cashin out a check
You f*cken wit the best
But she won't hit my line
Feeling like I'm dying
Nah I'm never f*cken fine
Running to the drugs
Let me take another line
Baby it's my time
Maybe when I die
Then she'll finally love me right? uh
Then she'll finally love me right?
Right?
Right?
And I can never handle feelings
Got some bad habits yea I really need some healing
Killing myself everyday tryna numb
Off too many drugs yea I think I'm going dumb
Uh
Yea I think I'm going numb
Yea I think I'm going numb
Tell me baby
Look me in my eyes now
Do you love me
Or is it all a lie now
Feels like I'm bleeding
Tears falling from my eyes now
Wrist slit on the floor
Would she cry now?
Pouring purple in a cup
Tryna cry out
They don't care until I'm leaving
Time to fly now
Ima take a little trip in the sky now
Baby this'll be the last I won't come down
Please don't post me when I'm gone if you don't care now
Baby this'll be the last I won't come down