Ajoshd - If Not Me Lyrics

Hello Friend
These actions got you acting guilty
I promise I'm not being selfish
You changed it up and left me stranded
I'm here to help you understand it
I'm leaving on a bitter ending
You knew that this was how I planned it
You treated it like it was average
I left it in a moment's notice
That ain't normal if you think about it
If I'm not chosen I won't get established
I can't be chosen if I'm living backwards
How long have I been missing
I'm on your mind a million
We both can ride the rhythm
We know there's highs and lows
I know it's my decision
I'm hoping God remembers
I'll show you what I'm about
And I couldn't give you nothing more
I left it all out
I don't listen heard it all before
I'm coming out the south
Not too many people make it far
Lost track I couldn't count
But if it isn't me then who's it for
Would you rather be unheard or forgotten
The whole world rest in one word of the column
But if nobody read it, I'm not sure it was authored
Like you ran a top speed and nobody was there to clock it
That ain't nothing
Know I got plenty tricks in my bag
Mama said I'm special, guess I'm just living up to that
Intrinsic motivated, so I chase clarity not clout
Plus I've been growing patient, increasing parity no doubt
They can't do a thing
If it's not me I'll be damned
If they stop me
If it's not me they can't do a single thing
If it's not me I'll be damned if they stop me
If it's not me I'll be
They count me out again
Can't keep me down I'm bound to win
I've been down and out a bit
But right now I'm about to build
I'm not lying though
You know I'm all alone
I stick to the code
I shine on my own
How long 'til a rumor becomes a legend
Facing what was once depression transformed into a blessing
I been through a lot, well that means a lot was expected
I don't listen to y'all, I listen to God kicking message
Then I'm giving it raw, pre-packaged in perception
We absolutely reckless, feel the passion through the wreckage
Different breed, if it isn't me, who would cast the message
In the mirror, Michael Jackson said you would have to get it
Who am I to disagree, truth is I just miss the king
I seen, many pieces changing while we strive to stay complete
And anything that's worth chasing got us pining that for keeps
Back in Texas, tour pacing I was trying to match the heat
I was trying to catch streak
Grab a sweet and catch the beat
Back seat I'm blackening
Blasphemes and balladry
Nah this is a valid dream
Equipped with a solid team
Who gonna rap if it isn't me
I guess we ain't gonna ever see
They can't do a thing
If it's not me I'll be damned
If they stop me
If it's not me they can't do a single thing
If it's not me I'll be damned if they stop me
If it's not me I'll be