AJI - Down on My Luck Lyrics

It seems like lately I've been low and Down on my Luck
I used to care so much, but now I don't give a f*ck
You were always in my thoughts, yeah girl, your image was stuck
All up in my head, but the thoughts keep passin' on like a blunt
Not knowin' what to say, girl, I thought about you every day
But now I'm movin' on my way, I just keep chuggin' like a train, train, train, train
When I saw you, my blood started pumpin' through my veins
Yeah, I won't stop, I'm about to go and get the gains
Steering clear of fake bitches like I'm grippin' the reins
Cause after the heartbreak, the suffering, and the pain
I figured it out due to emotional strain
Cause I've gone through some tests and I've learned some lessons
But that don't mean that I don't have questions
Like, why do people act the way that they do
Why must the secrets and lies always ruin the mood but
Looking back, I can see that we were destined for doom
I remember the first time we walked up in your room
I felt something I couldn't explain, 'cept the fact my heart ZOOMED
Thought you were the one, cause it turns out I was wrong, yeah
And now I'm feelin' dumb, so I'll just keep movin' on
Cause I thought you were the one, but then it turns out I was wrong, yeah
And now I'm feelin' dumb, so I'll just keep movin' on
Cause I knew this one girl, I really thought she couldn't stand me
But as things developed, I really thought she'd understand me
But so many times, man, she didn't get the message
But I thought she still loved me, so I counted as a blessing
But everybody know just how it goes
Cracks up in her smile and it shows
Baby, why can't we just take it slow
How long will it take to let you go
Yeah, a moment spent with you, it was like time froze
But we were movin' too quick, we got too close
I'm tired of fixin' things, I done lost my belief
Of all the things we were and all the things that we would be
And now my DM's a graveyard, cause all I see are ghosts
And I realize that that was a bit of a self roast
But I'm back on my bullshit, I really do the most
I'm tryna stay true, stay humble, don't boast
Cause baby, I'm not rich, but I got a heart of silver
But now you're like a stranger when we're just the one familiar
I'm aimless, I'm brainless, but the song's up on the playlist
My range is just heinous, I ain't blameless for the changes
And now I'm all alone, makin' music in my home
Jottin' down words that you can feel down to the bone
I'm addicted to you baby, you're my f*ckin' medication
Your love is just a drug, I need my f*ckin' fixation
Seems like lately I've been low and Down on my Luck
I used to care so much, but now I don't give a f*ck
You were always in my thoughts, yeah girl, your image was stuck
All up in my head, but the thoughts keep passin' on like the blunt
Cause I thought you were the one
But it turns out I was wrong, yeah
And now I'm feelin' dumb
So I'll just keep movin' on
Cause I thought you were the one
But then it turns out I was wrong, yeah
And now I'm feelin' dumb
So I'll just keep movin' on