I'm still holding on to you
I'm still holding on to you
I'm still holding on to you
I can't let go
I'm still holding on to you
I'm still holding on to you
I'm still holding on to you
I can't let go
And everything's changed, and everything's broke
But I don't feel pain, I just stay cold
I don't see friends, I just stay home
Even if you beg, I'll just say no
And I don't wanna drink, and I don't wanna smoke
And I don't wanna snort, I don't do coke
I just wanna dream, I just wanna hope
I just wanna live, I don't wanna cope
I wanna be sober, I wanna be clean
I wanna be focused, don't wanna be seen
I wanna do shows, I wanna fill seats
I wanna meet boys, I wanna kill beats
Don't wanna get old, wanna stay 18
Don't wanna be more, just wanna be me
Don't wanna get old, wanna stay 18
Don't wanna be more, just wanna be me
I'm still holding on to you
I'm still holding on to you
I'm still holding on to you
I can't let go
I'm still holding on to you
I'm still holding on to you
I'm still holding on to you
I can't let go
You wanna hold it against me
Things that I did in my past
You might just say that I'm crazy
Even though its all that I talk about
Even though its all that I talk about
Even though its all that I talk about