AJ - Falling Lyrics

I'm afraid to fly
And I don't know why
I'm jealous of the people who are not afraid to die
It's just that I recall
Back when I was small
Someone promised that they'd catch me
And then they let me fall
And now I'm falling, falling fast again
Mokwena to the core
Call me the rapgator
We must be doing good
'Cause now we getting more haters
Maybe not good enough
'Cause radio wouldn't play us
But we living the music
Man those niggas really saved us
Couple of interviews
Put yourself in my shoes
Would you have given up
If you got on stage and got boo'd
Seeing girls who didn't like me
And treated me like taboo
Now they fighting for me
Competing to be my beau
Started bubblegum rapping
And now I'm f*cking insane
It's F.L.A.S.H.
I work hard to make me a name
Look how far I dun came
Penetrating the game
They must be mistaken
If they ever thought I was lame
'Cause I was knocking on the doors
They told me to just beat it
I could have given up
Considering how they treated
Me, doubting a nigga
No nikes I just did it
I said no to defeat
You know Cyber's on the beat
I'm afraid to fly
And I don't know why
I'm jealous of the people who are not afraid to die
It's just that I recall
Back when I was small
Someone promised that they'd catch me
And then they let me fall
And now I'm falling, falling fast again
Falling and there's no here to catch me
Niggas I laughed with
Were the first one's to laugh at me
'Cause they glad to see me down
And they glad to see me frown
I know the tears of the clown
Make everybody else happy
And I'm smoking kwaes
And I hope to die
'Cause death is the answer
Even though I lie
You should know I try
To be the best I can bruh
Niggas try to bring me down
Acting like gravity
They mad at me (Hahar)
They'll only find me where the cash will be
And I swear sometimes I cry
And I swear sometimes I hurt
And I try to make it work
But I only make it worse
I mean this girl needs my attention
But AJ wants a verse
I'll only be at peace
When I'm riding in that hearse
And I'm sick of all the hate
I got too much on my plate
Niggas telling me I'm good?
Bitch I'm here tryna be great
Mama told me I should wait
Cause patience is the key
To get that bread you got's to bake
So I'm space caking with the weed (Bitch I'm gone)
I'm afraid to fly
And I don't know why
I'm jealous of the people who are not afraid to die
It's just that I recall
Back when I was small
Someone promised that they'd catch me
And then they let me fall
And now I'm falling, falling fast again
I still stand better than
All the people who ain't trying
See at my age it's pretty normal
To be broke as I am
Staying real with the mind
And honest with the world
I lay the lyrics down
Better than a spoken word
I never lived a fantasy
But aspiration is to penetrate the struggle
And then make it to the galaxy
I feel like
Money don't prove who's the man
'Cause if I put my tape on sale
Man I'll probably lose a fan
'Cause my fans are just as broke as me
But some day I'm 'gon stack those racks
Like I just won the lottery
I don't talk a lot
I just work it til I get it
Man I couldn't care less
'Bout these big mouth critics
Man I've had it with the favours
All in all, had enough of this
You hear me rapping now?
I might never make a buck from this
They say failure probably makes the best teacher
But f*ck a free show man
F*ck a free feature (Bitch I'm gone)
I'm afraid to fly
And I don't know why
I'm jealous of the people who are not afraid to die
It's just that I recall
Back when I was small
Someone promised that they'd catch me
And then they let me fall
And now I'm falling, falling fast again